The candle that lights up the road

How i wished life is just black and white.. so ordinary yet beautiful.. no emotion yet it tells alot.. two tone yet "colourfull"

Life's brief candle.. Ever heard of the poem? It tells that life is so short..anything could happen..one blow..and the flame is off..metaphorically speaking..if you get what i meant..

The neighbourhood

The moment i looked at this picture in my laptop..i liked it.. BTW..i was out throwing house's rubbish one day..evening that is..late evening..and i saw this..quickly i went in and took out the dslr..captured it..

Photography is amazing..how one simple neighbourhood could turn out to be nice..AND..this could be in SPOT THE DIFFERENCE's photo album..rite "spot the difference's" addicts?

My fav..the blue sky..see how the tone of the sky is..sooooo peacefull..imagine seeing this on the beach..wow..COOL! LOVE it..!

Insomia marathon

Yeap..insomia..not actually the real sickness..its just im finding it hard to sleep early these few days..two days in a row i slept at 3 am..never have i done that two straight nights before..couldnt sleep..and what did i do??? Facebook in the living room..spotting the difference to be exact..erm..i've got some catching up to do because my score went to zero again..

As for now..im sleepy..yawning..but i have the reluctancy to sleep early..tho i know i have the option to..but somehow my body and mind resist it..lets hope it wont be a third straight night..

Nothing much to blog thesee few days..hmm.. but i know i miss Teddybear so much!!

Leaving now..bye..

The prank of the century~~ACER prank!~~

HEY there..Acer's good at playing mind games..my laptop that is.. Dont recall it having any brains..lol it all started yesterday night..surfing was good..smooth..then suddenly cant connect at al..i thought maybe its the connections..but i wasn't..i tried and tried..inside me was boiling ad..feel like smacking anything..anything SOFT! haha.. nothing i can do but ignore it..did managed to skype btw..and msn..

This morning i tried again..worst..skype was the last on standing..SKYPE wins..hehe...msn crap..IE gone.. thought i would head to KL to fix it..when i got there..my dad's office..My laptop was as usual again..msn signing in perfectly..IE working well..WHAT THE HECK!!! i couldnt figure out what was the issue.. its not the connections..my sis can surf..its not the laptop..i can surf in KL..i wonder..HMMM..weird eh..?

Futsal just now was great..scored plenty of goals..im happy..Half Volleyed into the top corner..not bad eh..hehe..worked my socks off.. thou tired but determined.. at times i felt i was the spark of the team..LOL..yea..perasan i know..hehe..

Tell me i'm not on my own,
Tell me i wont be alone,
Tell me what i'm feeling isn't some mistake,
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.

SIGNING OFF...Colourist!!

Its never simple never easy..

Applause to Lenka's album..the songs are so nice..blissfull..awww..

Orphan. Esther. Saarne Institute. Dwarfism. Orphan is a very nice movie..rated by me 10/10.. Please make your way to whatever cinema that plays ORPHAN..please watch it..AWESOME!!
FYI- its 18pl..violence..those with guts smaller than nuts(hey that rhymed!!!) are advised to watch with a friend and not alone.. There was a poem in the Movie..about a deceased baby..please take note..the poem's awesomely written..

I never hold you, but i felt you

I never met you, but i miss you

You never lived, but i love you

(Something like that i guess..I GUESSED)

YU JIN"S a toy vending machine..LOL

CIAOZ!! GOOD NIGHTS

Measures

We lost ROnaldo..we lost Tevez..yea..many would say we will struggle..we wont win the BPL..but bare in mind..has CHelsea, Arsenal and Liverpool got any stronger?? who have they recruited that suggest they could overhaul MAN UTD???

Chelsea got ancellotti..impressive CV..in europe that is..but remember SCOLARI?? world cup winning coach eh...what better CV??? in the end he got sack! where's the patience eh?? FYI- Chelsea's an aging team..lampards entered 30..so has terry..drogba not young..anelka's the same.. besides..its just the same team from the previous seasons..

Liverpool got aquilani and johnson..BUT they sold ALONSO..HUGE mistake..alonso dictates the play and is the 'xavi' of liverpool..i watched a video of RAFA"S interview..he said..aquilani has a better range of passing the ball..the quality is better than of ALONSO..what a naive SPANIARD!! IF aquilani is better than alonso..why didnt REAL sign in instead?? *SLAP YOU RAFA!! YOU SUCKED!!! i feel for liverpudlians..

Poor arsenal really..i really feel for them..adebayor gone..toure~the last survivor of "The Invincibles" is also gone..what is wenger thinking?? arsenal seems to be a club who gets cheap players and turn them into superstars and sell them for bigger fees..sounds like a NURSERY..lol..

So you see..i dont understand why people are saying man utd will struggle..where none of the big four members really got any stronger..sigh..the world of NAIVE people..

And i must comment on MAN CITY..you really think money would buy u trophy?? prove me wrong as i would love to see you do well..but seriously??? rmb how much was expected of spurs??? and what happened to them?? MISERY!!!

Prediction:
1) MAN UTD
2) Chelsea
3) Liverpool
4) Tottenham Hotspurs
5) Arsenal
6) Fulham
7) Aston Villa
8) Everton
9) Man City
10) West Ham United

My life

Its been so biasa for me..everytime i thought its definitely..*bOMB* what am i talking about?? arghs..my FOM paper..how cruel is GOD to me..i thought i answered correctly..and so accurately..only to find out it was for the wrong ques.. REALLY PUFFED UP!

It has always been like that for me..when i thought *wow..life's so good..out of nowhere..a huge sack of dumbells drops on me..*imagine that and you will know how i felt..OUCH RITE! sigh..

I mean..HOw many more can i cope with..i asked myself..is this how my life is ought to be??
Will the next one drops even harder???? BUT..i try to look at it differently..if you fall..just get back up.. God tests you..you must prove him WRONG! TOUGHEN UP!

sigh..ciaoz!!!

Thee: You

How Do I Love Thee
How do I love thee?Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday's

Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.

I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with a passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,

Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,

I shall but love thee better after death.

HUH?

HAHAHAHAHA..btw thats the toilet..

Abstinence

I found the ABSTINENCE card recently..one that i assumed i lost it long time ago..hmm..what's mine will always be mine i guess..so did it came back to me..GLAD IT DID!

Whats ABSTINENCE?? (my defination) Its a will to resist sexual relations and save it for the one you are married to or married..But why abstinence?? Honestly..i dont see the reason and rational to not keep hold of abstinence..why the need of sexual relations?? *just watch porn* LOL..joking..dont watch them either..not good..thinking of watching them a sin..think that each time you watch its sin accumulating..

Think of this logically.. AIDS or genetials sickness trading for lust of sex.. worth it?? NOPE..NOT AT ALL!! You see..curiosity kills..same goes to lust.. ever heard of " curiosity kills the cat" ? Lust kills..im sure of that..one musnt let it control you..its you who controls it..this goes to all guys and girls who arent married.. COME ON!! there's better things than just sex..Agree??

Hanging out with the one you love is way better than sex alone..i can guarentee that..or playing sports is also way better than sex.. the only good thing about sex is that it removes ure lust.. Keep ureself busy and the lust will not get to you..

Dont be shy of what im going to type next..Masturbation..i read about it in some books..it removes lust and helps prevents cancer to the genetials.. at least masturbation is a better to release lust then sex.. Why it prevents cancer?? erm..sperm and ovum have short life span..once they are dead..the *CORPSE* remains inside..(i guess so)..and the accumulated dead cells will one day mutate to become cancerous cells..besides sperms and ovums can be regenerated..hehe..KEEP URE ARMY HEALTHY GUYS!!! LOL.. Its 18sx..

Emotionless

Its not totally emotionless..im frustrated..im lost..im not happy..i feel curfewed..i feel pressure..im being controlled..im being monitored..i dont have privacy..i cant relax..i cant enjoy life..i dont have a life..im claimed to be immature..i cant have night life..i cant be nocturnal..whats wrong with being nocturnal anyway??..its part of growing anyway..i really am NOT HAPPY..and it goes on and on..dont want to talk about it..

When im not happy..i blog..it helps me..i dont wana complain to friends..its personal..my blog is my other best friend besides my dog and friends..i dont care who comes and reads it..if you happen to be my subject of post..then congratulates..for the right and wrong reasons.

We only live life once. I live on that. Im not going to want to regrets what COULD AND SHOULD have beens..if you get what i meant..

Drought

Yea..its been awhile since there's any meaningfull post..not this time tho..hehe..have been busy with pc fair..and studies..

Supposed to have exams on 30 and 31 july..but a day before before 30th july i was told it was cancelled..then later i received a message from UCSI..yes UCSI..they do send text messages to all candidates..lol..confirmed its cancelled..its very rare actually for finals to be postponed..ITS THE FINALS!!

Pc Fair's over..not the best of fair's i've worked at..i've done better fairs..hehe..its a totally new experience this time working in hall 2..as the booths are so small..i was selling and promoting among the crowds..on the pathway..not inside the booth..totally crowded..sometimes i get pushed away from my own counter..thats how bad it is..LOL..nvm..i still get paid..i wont tell you how much..

Finals coming nway..gotta nerd soon..btw..Watched the Proposal..niceeeeeee...*claps* go watch if u havent..hehe..

Its time to sleep..BYE~!~!~!~!~!~!