Awesome

Go...al...li...ne...technology..

2010-06-29T04:59:00.000-07:00

How many times has the goal line tech issue come about?? huh?? seriously OMGawd!

oh to those idiots who thinks that simply awarding england the goal wont change anything, sorry you're so wrong. okay england weren't that good compared to the "typical germans". but had that goal went in, i've seen enuf of football to know how things can change. seriously Pfttt! Even maradona agrees that the goal will change everything. i scroll thru facebook and saw some rubbish comments. for eg: "aiya, giv england that goal lo. make it 4-2" Pftt! that person is seriously ignorant.

Skip the england thing, move on to mexico. How is tevez onside really amazes me! whats wrong with the referee at this world cup. they shoudl all be sacked. they're not fit enough to referee. again goal line tech is needed.

and oh. i just saw fifa has banned the usage of big screen replays. why? to cover up for the ref?? to avoid fifa being embarrased??? OMGAWD mann. seriously. aih.

Dear god, if you do read this. please tell Sepp Blatter he needs to step down. and Fifa should appoint someone with a more wiser mind.

ps: see how goal line issue sparked me to blog? still haih!

Hi

2010-02-20T07:27:00.000-08:00

This post is dedicated to someone close to me.. someone who means alot to me.. someone i think about every second.. every day.. She just never leave my thoughts.. I wake up in the morning thinking, is she awake?? hows she doing?? Naturally its the first thing in my mind when i wake up.. I cant help.. I love her alot. Well, ive just figured out that i dont really care about manutd(my fav club) winning or losing, i just hope they win, even if they dont, it doesnt matters much.. *but i still watch most of their matches :p It took me a while to know that SHE's more important than manutd.. I already feel she's a part of who i am.. I'll do my best to make sure i'm a man of words.. I say and i'll do it.. even if cant, i'll make sure i tried.. I just want to let her know.. im always there for her to talk with.. to go through the ups and downs together.. to have laughters together.. to make her feel loved as much as possible.. at times, it hurts me seeing her enduring difficulties.. im helpless at times.. all i can do is to support her spiritually..

" if you feel a presence around you,
that'll be me loving you from wherever i am "

I cant tell whats going to happen in the near future, no one but GOD. As for now, im happy to be with her. I love you Joanne Lee. <3>

Tribute Robert Enke

2009-11-17T22:33:00.000-08:00

*ROBERT ENKE*

Lets mourn the death of Robert Enke. Passes away peacefully recently. COD- Depression. Sigh. Another death related to football. And i just learned that another footballer is already gone. A Mexican player. COD- heart attack. And he's not the first whose life is ended by heart collapse. One of the shocking football death was Marc Vivien Foe. Not sure if that's how his name is spelled.

Rest In Peace Robert Enke. :(

We will not hear from him again. :(

Enke: I'm done with life, I love you guys! Bye~~!

Someone lost a father. Someone lost of a husband. Germany lost a player. Hannover 96 lost a keeper. Someone lost a son. Cherish your loved ones before its too late people. :(

BYE~

Its quite OBVIOUS!

2009-11-08T10:10:00.000-08:00

SEE LA..HOW MANY TIMES ARE WE GOING TO TALK ABOUT REFEREE'S DECISION??? SOMEONE HELP THE PREMIER LEAGUE! PREVIOUSLY IT WAS IN THE LIVERPOOL MATCH. URGHHH!!! SO PISSED.

YOU MIGHT ARGUE THEY( REF ) ARE HUMANS AFTERALL. BUT IT WAS SO CLEAR. CRYSTAL CLEAR! IT WASN'T A FREEKICK. WE PLAYED SO WELL JUST TO BE UNDONE BY A STUPID REF?? I KNOW. ITS FOOTBALL. FOOTBALL IS CRUEL. I KNOW! SIGH. SO DISSAPOINTED. HIGHLY DISSAPOINTED WITH THE REFEREES NOWADAYS.

PREMIER LEAGUE REFEREES NEEDS HELP. IT IS OBVIOUS!!

We'll get the 19th title

2009-10-25T09:00:00.000-07:00

HAHA.. I wondered..how could carragher's challenge not be a red card?? HUH?? YOU TELL ME!
Hmm.. yea some decisions go your way and some don't.. hence i shall not say much..

Say all you want you liverpudlians.. say! i dont mind.. " The games against the big four dont win you the title, its the game against the lesser teams" What happend when we lost home and away last year?? We won the title. So losing this game wont mean much.. I know united will bounce back.

This goes to steve mcmahon.. Dare you say united dont have match winners?? Berbatov ,Rooney , Valencia , Giggs.. *coughs what do liverpool have?? torress and gerrard.. thats about it.. Steve Mcmahon syok sendiri..

Hmm..yea united can't do what liverpool did.. lost four in a row.. awww.. so sad.. Want to be recalled? yea..erm Fiorentina 2-0, Chelsea 2-0, Sunderland 1-0, Lyon 2-1.. :( ?

Enough.. Bye~!

I've got no ideal title for this

2009-10-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

Right now, im supposed to study for finals. But instead im blogging. I figured since the laptop is right in front of me. So why not blog when the ideas are coming thick and fast? Hmm, i was listening to love songs ( my faV ) then i thought why do i love it so much?? I decided to blog about it. Call it lame if you want. HEHE i wondered..if only the love we have is a fairytale one, beautiful places, total freedom, total stress-free, all to ourself, well, these could only be a DREAM. Not so realistic, but never rule out any chance of it happenning, lovely ending aren't just there for nothing. Someone among the billions living around the globe might have experienced it. Never SAY NEVER!

I love romances songs. Why? Its simple. There's so much to learn from romance songs. Or i call it "emo songs". When you're listening to one ( emo song ), you might think of the one you love, and i mean family and friends and soulmate. Well, there break-up songs, make-up songs, farewell song and etc. I must say some of the romance song's lyrics are deservedly of a applause. So meaningful. Some say you learn from experiences, i agree, but there's plenty to learn also from love songs.

So often we hear couples break up and getting back together didn't work. How they regret they didn't cherish it when it was all going well. Thats life. Some live to regret. Nothing's perfect anyway. No one is flawless. Most humans only come to realize when loved ones are "gone". Well, because i know i shouldn't neglect my loved ones, i cherish every moment i spent with my loved ones.

Who knows. This could be your last dinner together. Last movie. Last hug. Last kiss. Last joke. Last view of the person. And before you know it, they are gone! For Good! You'll live to regret and mourn. * you might think i went too "far" but before you do that, stop and think of what i typed. If you still disagree then sorry. Different opinions

Never take life for granted. Learn from songs. Cherish your beloved while you still can. Danger comes from all angles. It only takes a shot to the head to kill a person. :)

Nights people.

Ivan How :)

Somethings you never realized

2009-10-14T22:04:00.000-07:00

6 PRINCIPLES
IN LIFE


(1)  No point using limited life to chase unlimited money.
(2)  No point earning so much money if you can't live
    to spend it.
(3)  Money is not yours, until you have spent it.
(4)  When you are young, you forego your health in search of wealth.
    But when you are old, you use your wealth to buy
    back your health. Difference is that, it is too
    late.
(5)  How happy a man is, is not how much he has, but how
    little he needs.
(6)  No point working so hard to provide for the people
    you have no time to spend with.

Pengganti

2009-10-14T08:16:00.000-07:00

Surrogates! I couldnt agree more with the ending. The founder of VIS. He created Surrogates. Surrogates are mainly robots that and operator (yourself) controls from your own home. The surrogates do exactly what your minds wants to. It functions like a normal human. Therefore, flesh bag( real humans ) will not be seen on the streets anymore. You could do anything and not feel a thing. Well, surrogates are good for wars, as the number of casualty could be down to zero and precious lives would have lived. It gets really bad when humans use it for daily life. Humans becomes lazy, some would barely remember how the tar road feels. Thumbs up to the script writer, the surrogates has to end because it is really bad for mankind. I mean, whats the point of living if all you do is lie on your couch for the rest of your life??? Terminate your life then!

Moving to my life now..its been busy days..assignments and presentations..formal wear for two days..HMM..i dont mind wearing formal tho..smart ma! other than that..my life's good..:)) hows YOU'RE's?

Bye..thats all

FYI: I tried smelly tofu..omg..tasted like longkang water(not that i've tasted longkang water, but it did smelled like)..i thank mamak for the limau ais :))) * i will never try it again..

Missing you

2009-10-01T08:48:00.000-07:00

Since you've been away
Everything don't seem like they used to be between you and me
'Cause I'm missing you
I'm missing your love, love, love

Everyday, everyday that you gone
I'm singing that sad song
If loving you is wrong
Then, then i must be wrong

Even if when I'm gone don't go away
Our, our love is strong, don't go away
You're the one I want, don't go away
You're my, you're my, you're my number one.

~Missing you,
Black eyed peas

When robots rule the world

2009-09-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

Have we not often talk about this huh?? When robots actually rule our world completely..and mankind will be in the state of slavery.. Erm..anyone watched I-Robot?? an old movie starring will smith.. watch it..it really shows how one day robots can be manipulated and how programs can go worse.. Robots dont have to be walking human like prototype..but machines.. for eg..the machine you pay your parking tickets..

I was at MV that day..and was about to pay for the ticket..there's two option..pay at the counter or machine..i opted for the machine.. when there is no one lining up at the counter..i saw the guy working in it..lying down with his palms holding his face..so misery..i bet he's thinking..why to they even hire me.. erm.. bare in mind machines do go *crazy* at times..so yea..we do need You( referring to the man at the counter )

So why did i opted for the machine..?? no idea actually.. actually i do have one.. erm.. i guess humans are always opting for machines rather than manpower..machines seldom makes mistakes.. yea its just a parking ticket..what can go wrong??? agree.

They should have robots technology in football..and i mean goal line tech..and they should stop the game if there's a foul wheres the referee's in doubt..they really should..like they do in rugby.. no need for me to elaborate why they need all these..its kinda clear if you're a football fan..

Lets have robot police..it reminds me of ROBOCOP!!! aww i miss it..sso cool la..
Lets have robot maid..you just need to charge it..
Lets have robot lecturers..LOL..

Just these three things is already enough to knock so many ppl off their jobs.. so robots ruling the world is a wonderfull idea and dream but not so practical..:))

BYE..

A man name Arthur and beer named Guiness

2009-09-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

If you have been to the cinema..bet you have seen this advertisement promoting Guiness beer..since 1975 if im not mistaken.. FYI..its in conjunction with The Black eye peas concert in Malaysia.. Muslims was not allowed to attend the event..that was a while ago..ever since the announcement..i bet something was done..they overturn the rule..Muslims are not eligible to attend it..I understand that its part of the culture and belief of the Muslim religion..Grats Muslims..you're not able to attend the BEP concert on 25 september..COMING SOON!

Organic Black Eye Pea?? HAHHAHAHHAHAHA

See the picture above?? "How to win friends and influence people".. well we were heading towards the exit..and yu jin happen to be attracted by a Astrology book..while he was reading..i happen to notice this book..at the lowest part of the shelf..i took it and have a look..glance kejap...i put it back..and some dude passed by..and i guess he saw me holding the book.. once i return the book back..he grab it and have a look..indirectly..im already influencing him...LOL

And i went to Popeye's today..if you had read my previous post or so..i did mention there was a supervisor roaming around ordering his people to clean up the table..that was when it was during the BUKA PUASA time..Well i couldnt see him today.. ITs proven that they value their own race more than anything..again..im stressing that everyone should be equally treated..im wrong! Anyway..i had the popeye's mash potato and fish sandwich..awww..they were brilliant..LOVE POPEYE's food.. and their fish sandwich was almost a portion of the normal FISH and CHIPS..yea..it was that worth buying..only rm 7..compared to A&W and McD..NO MATCH!!!

:)))) Leaving now..nothing to blog ad..BYE!!!

Derby Special live report

2009-09-20T05:37:00.000-07:00

Its derby day..The much more anticipitated match so far..will the Old heads of United or the Cash of City emerge triumphant..we'll find out..

Reporting in..Rooney!!! in 2 mins..YESH!!!! 8.38pm

Reporting in..Tevez got boo-ed..so much for "i will be respected" 8.40pm

Reporting in..Tevez misplaced a pass..HAHAHHAHAH 8.47pm

Reporting in..Damm..Barry scores..8.50pm

Reporting in..Teveez mistime his jump and misses..HAHAHHAHA 8.56pm

Reporting in..Tevez booked for tackling Rio..HAHHAHA 9.00pm

Reporting in..United wins freekick..Berbatov misses header..aww 9.11pm

Reporting in..Tevez hits the post..Thats why we sold you 9.18pm

Reporting in..Half time 9.21pm

Halftime evaluation..City played well, both teams deservedly goals..and Oh FOSTER..what were you thinking?? CLEAR THE BALL!!!!

Reporting in..2nd half commences.. 9.37pm

Reporting in..Rooney strikes the freekick against the wall 9.40pm

Reporting in..Fletcher scores!!! I love YOU!!! 9.41pm 2-1~!

Reporting in..Damm..Bellamy scores..2-2 9.45pm

Reporting in..Park misses from 20 yards out.. 9.46pm *great game..loving it

Reporting in..Valencia replaces Park 9.54pm

Reporting in..Berbatov heads towards Given..aww 9.58pm

Reporting in..United having an impetuous spell for 15 mins 10.04pm

Reporting in..Berbatov replaced by Owen 10.10pm

Reporting in..Fletcher scores!!!! I LOVE YOU MORE!!! 10.13pm

Reporting in..Anderson misses by inches..Ooooo~~~ 10.20pm

Reporting in..OH..and i mean OH..Richards misses tap in.. 10.21pm

Reporting in..i lost track..bellamy scores and OWEN SCORES!!! I LOVE HIM MOST!!

WHAT A MATCH!!!!

What the HECK!!!

2009-09-16T09:28:00.001-07:00

WOW..what a street to live in!

Injustice

2009-09-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

What am i talking about?? heard of the fast food place called POPEYE'S ?? Well..i happen to be there to try the food..i would say not bad..i love the mash potatoes..YUMMS!!! We all know its Hari Raya festive season..so when its Buka Puasa time..everywhere will be pack..and i mean everywhere..so kiasu..some even "camp" at the tables one hour ahead..can you imagine???

Well i was dining with teddybear..and i notice this guy, a supervisor of POPEYE'S lurking around..checking the conditions..ordering staff to clean tables quickly when we have not finish eating..like there's no tomorrow.. How often do you see a supervisor so hardworking?? My guess is that..he might have been told to supervise when its "buka Puasa" time.. this is just my assumptions..

You see..its unfair treatment already..just because its their festive season..things operate much better..and when you're the very few chinese there..and occupying a table when you're almost done with food..YOu will be like the target from the "people"..some would stare at you..i know because i encountered a guy told something to his friend about the table we're sitting in..WHT! Have we got no rights to sit? to enjoy our food?? So much for malaysia is a united country..but there seems to be prejudice!

Well..somehow i dont understand..its been there all this while..why does only bumiputras get discounts and stuff when buying house or getting loan..WHY!!!!!! arent all race should be treated equally? Thank GOV.."YOU'VE DONE A BRILLIANT JOB!"

Perhaps..just maybe

2009-09-12T11:11:00.000-07:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

Two Is Better Than One
Ivan,

Air Jatuh

2009-09-09T13:20:00.000-07:00

What goes through you're mind when you look at this picture?

Random..England winning 5-1 against Croatia..Rooney, Lampard(2), Gerrard(2).. could it be more..we'll see in full time..

Random..Somehow mopping the floor at 2.30 feels so much different..it felt so much easier..power boost perhaps..anyway..you might ask why on earth am i mopping in middle of night..well..im a fan of Man Utd and England..so that says it all

Random..Short semester is killing me..suddenly its midterm..next i know its FINALS..can you believe it? I just resumed degree..@_@..anyway Finals is still a month long..but time flies as usual..Wish me luck

Random..I'm kinda addicted to badminton recently..probably its because i had enough of ORGANISING futsal where everyone seems busy..instead i opt for the cheaper and easier BADMINTON..as long as i get to exercise.. NGEK NGEK!

*wow..blogging this way seems fun..you type whatever you think of..not bad..I'll consider it!

BYE..England ALL THE WAY TO WORLD CUP GLORY!!! CMON 3 LIONS!!

*i know..im a msian..what the heck am i supporting england..well..its not rocket science..ROONEY!

Imagine that

2009-09-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

LOL. I had this weird dream the other night. I dreamt Japanese Wars. WHAT??? ( Of all..u dreamt of that..its llike the most cruel thing ever happened ). I only recalled a few incidents. The Japs were marching and one of their soldiers somehow fell to the ground. And a group of residents collected the "cangkul" and swing it downwards at the fallen soldiers. CRUEL RITE! And those who attacked the soldier were killed by the marching JAPS.

By the way..the show imagine that starring eddie murphy, is not bad..quite a touching movie..a soft lame heart would have sob i guess..

Anyway..i really have no idea of what to blog..blogging is like a season..when its peak..there's lots to blog..when its not..u find it quite hard to even think of a post..or maybe a sentence( besides typing that ure clueless)

CIAOZ..

The candle that lights up the road

2009-08-30T02:02:00.000-07:00

How i wished life is just black and white.. so ordinary yet beautiful.. no emotion yet it tells alot.. two tone yet "colourfull"

Life's brief candle.. Ever heard of the poem? It tells that life is so short..anything could happen..one blow..and the flame is off..metaphorically speaking..if you get what i meant..

The neighbourhood

2009-08-26T01:51:00.000-07:00

The moment i looked at this picture in my laptop..i liked it.. BTW..i was out throwing house's rubbish one day..evening that is..late evening..and i saw this..quickly i went in and took out the dslr..captured it..

Photography is amazing..how one simple neighbourhood could turn out to be nice..AND..this could be in SPOT THE DIFFERENCE's photo album..rite "spot the difference's" addicts?

My fav..the blue sky..see how the tone of the sky is..sooooo peacefull..imagine seeing this on the beach..wow..COOL! LOVE it..!

Insomia marathon

2009-08-24T07:37:00.000-07:00

Yeap..insomia..not actually the real sickness..its just im finding it hard to sleep early these few days..two days in a row i slept at 3 am..never have i done that two straight nights before..couldnt sleep..and what did i do??? Facebook in the living room..spotting the difference to be exact..erm..i've got some catching up to do because my score went to zero again..

As for now..im sleepy..yawning..but i have the reluctancy to sleep early..tho i know i have the option to..but somehow my body and mind resist it..lets hope it wont be a third straight night..

Nothing much to blog thesee few days..hmm.. but i know i miss Teddybear so much!!

Leaving now..bye..

The prank of the centuryACER prank!

2009-08-21T06:59:00.000-07:00

HEY there..Acer's good at playing mind games..my laptop that is.. Dont recall it having any brains..lol it all started yesterday night..surfing was good..smooth..then suddenly cant connect at al..i thought maybe its the connections..but i wasn't..i tried and tried..inside me was boiling ad..feel like smacking anything..anything SOFT! haha.. nothing i can do but ignore it..did managed to skype btw..and msn..

This morning i tried again..worst..skype was the last on standing..SKYPE wins..hehe...msn crap..IE gone.. thought i would head to KL to fix it..when i got there..my dad's office..My laptop was as usual again..msn signing in perfectly..IE working well..WHAT THE HECK!!! i couldnt figure out what was the issue.. its not the connections..my sis can surf..its not the laptop..i can surf in KL..i wonder..HMMM..weird eh..?

Futsal just now was great..scored plenty of goals..im happy..Half Volleyed into the top corner..not bad eh..hehe..worked my socks off.. thou tired but determined.. at times i felt i was the spark of the team..LOL..yea..perasan i know..hehe..

Tell me i'm not on my own,
Tell me i wont be alone,
Tell me what i'm feeling isn't some mistake,
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.

SIGNING OFF...Colourist!!

Its never simple never easy..

2009-08-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

Applause to Lenka's album..the songs are so nice..blissfull..awww..

Orphan. Esther. Saarne Institute. Dwarfism. Orphan is a very nice movie..rated by me 10/10.. Please make your way to whatever cinema that plays ORPHAN..please watch it..AWESOME!!
FYI- its 18pl..violence..those with guts smaller than nuts(hey that rhymed!!!) are advised to watch with a friend and not alone.. There was a poem in the Movie..about a deceased baby..please take note..the poem's awesomely written..

I never hold you, but i felt you

I never met you, but i miss you

You never lived, but i love you

(Something like that i guess..I GUESSED)

YU JIN"S a toy vending machine..LOL

CIAOZ!! GOOD NIGHTS

Measures

2009-08-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

We lost ROnaldo..we lost Tevez..yea..many would say we will struggle..we wont win the BPL..but bare in mind..has CHelsea, Arsenal and Liverpool got any stronger?? who have they recruited that suggest they could overhaul MAN UTD???

Chelsea got ancellotti..impressive CV..in europe that is..but remember SCOLARI?? world cup winning coach eh...what better CV??? in the end he got sack! where's the patience eh?? FYI- Chelsea's an aging team..lampards entered 30..so has terry..drogba not young..anelka's the same.. besides..its just the same team from the previous seasons..

Liverpool got aquilani and johnson..BUT they sold ALONSO..HUGE mistake..alonso dictates the play and is the 'xavi' of liverpool..i watched a video of RAFA"S interview..he said..aquilani has a better range of passing the ball..the quality is better than of ALONSO..what a naive SPANIARD!! IF aquilani is better than alonso..why didnt REAL sign in instead?? *SLAP YOU RAFA!! YOU SUCKED!!! i feel for liverpudlians..

Poor arsenal really..i really feel for them..adebayor gone..toure~the last survivor of "The Invincibles" is also gone..what is wenger thinking?? arsenal seems to be a club who gets cheap players and turn them into superstars and sell them for bigger fees..sounds like a NURSERY..lol..

So you see..i dont understand why people are saying man utd will struggle..where none of the big four members really got any stronger..sigh..the world of NAIVE people..

And i must comment on MAN CITY..you really think money would buy u trophy?? prove me wrong as i would love to see you do well..but seriously??? rmb how much was expected of spurs??? and what happened to them?? MISERY!!!

Prediction:
1) MAN UTD
2) Chelsea
3) Liverpool
4) Tottenham Hotspurs
5) Arsenal
6) Fulham
7) Aston Villa
8) Everton
9) Man City
10) West Ham United

My life

2009-08-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

Its been so biasa for me..everytime i thought its definitely..*bOMB* what am i talking about?? arghs..my FOM paper..how cruel is GOD to me..i thought i answered correctly..and so accurately..only to find out it was for the wrong ques.. REALLY PUFFED UP!

It has always been like that for me..when i thought *wow..life's so good..out of nowhere..a huge sack of dumbells drops on me..*imagine that and you will know how i felt..OUCH RITE! sigh..

I mean..HOw many more can i cope with..i asked myself..is this how my life is ought to be??
Will the next one drops even harder???? BUT..i try to look at it differently..if you fall..just get back up.. God tests you..you must prove him WRONG! TOUGHEN UP!

sigh..ciaoz!!!

Thee: You

2009-08-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

How Do I Love Thee
How do I love thee?Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday's

Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.

I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with a passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,

Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,

I shall but love thee better after death.

HUH?

2009-08-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA..btw thats the toilet..

Abstinence

2009-08-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

I found the ABSTINENCE card recently..one that i assumed i lost it long time ago..hmm..what's mine will always be mine i guess..so did it came back to me..GLAD IT DID!

Whats ABSTINENCE?? (my defination) Its a will to resist sexual relations and save it for the one you are married to or married..But why abstinence?? Honestly..i dont see the reason and rational to not keep hold of abstinence..why the need of sexual relations?? *just watch porn* LOL..joking..dont watch them either..not good..thinking of watching them a sin..think that each time you watch its sin accumulating..

Think of this logically.. AIDS or genetials sickness trading for lust of sex.. worth it?? NOPE..NOT AT ALL!! You see..curiosity kills..same goes to lust.. ever heard of " curiosity kills the cat" ? Lust kills..im sure of that..one musnt let it control you..its you who controls it..this goes to all guys and girls who arent married.. COME ON!! there's better things than just sex..Agree??

Hanging out with the one you love is way better than sex alone..i can guarentee that..or playing sports is also way better than sex.. the only good thing about sex is that it removes ure lust.. Keep ureself busy and the lust will not get to you..

Dont be shy of what im going to type next..Masturbation..i read about it in some books..it removes lust and helps prevents cancer to the genetials.. at least masturbation is a better to release lust then sex.. Why it prevents cancer?? erm..sperm and ovum have short life span..once they are dead..the *CORPSE* remains inside..(i guess so)..and the accumulated dead cells will one day mutate to become cancerous cells..besides sperms and ovums can be regenerated..hehe..KEEP URE ARMY HEALTHY GUYS!!! LOL.. Its 18sx..

Emotionless

2009-08-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

Its not totally emotionless..im frustrated..im lost..im not happy..i feel curfewed..i feel pressure..im being controlled..im being monitored..i dont have privacy..i cant relax..i cant enjoy life..i dont have a life..im claimed to be immature..i cant have night life..i cant be nocturnal..whats wrong with being nocturnal anyway??..its part of growing anyway..i really am NOT HAPPY..and it goes on and on..dont want to talk about it..

When im not happy..i blog..it helps me..i dont wana complain to friends..its personal..my blog is my other best friend besides my dog and friends..i dont care who comes and reads it..if you happen to be my subject of post..then congratulates..for the right and wrong reasons.

We only live life once. I live on that. Im not going to want to regrets what COULD AND SHOULD have beens..if you get what i meant..

Drought

2009-08-02T10:00:00.000-07:00

Yea..its been awhile since there's any meaningfull post..not this time tho..hehe..have been busy with pc fair..and studies..

Supposed to have exams on 30 and 31 july..but a day before before 30th july i was told it was cancelled..then later i received a message from UCSI..yes UCSI..they do send text messages to all candidates..lol..confirmed its cancelled..its very rare actually for finals to be postponed..ITS THE FINALS!!

Pc Fair's over..not the best of fair's i've worked at..i've done better fairs..hehe..its a totally new experience this time working in hall 2..as the booths are so small..i was selling and promoting among the crowds..on the pathway..not inside the booth..totally crowded..sometimes i get pushed away from my own counter..thats how bad it is..LOL..nvm..i still get paid..i wont tell you how much..

Finals coming nway..gotta nerd soon..btw..Watched the Proposal..niceeeeeee...*claps* go watch if u havent..hehe..

Its time to sleep..BYE~!~!~!~!~!~!

Who needs BRATS!

2009-07-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

Owen..there was doubts..there was uncertainty of his fitness..there was concern about his goal scoring touch..i tink he proved it in the asia tour..no offence to the opposition playing against manutd..but still..scoring goals in a 11 vs 11 match is stil something..okay..it was against the lesser teams..msia? greentown? .. yes offence to msia and no offence to greentown..hehe..

Who needs C.R and Tevez..berbatov is playing as he was at spurs..macheda is maturing and impressing..rooney looks more like the boy at euro 2004..and owen looks like the guy who made a name himself a kop hero..everything is looking good for MAN UTD..lots of cash at hand..look hows mancity?? tevez and adebayor and santa cruz and robinho and barry..and they lost?? guess wud..mark hughes has invested at the wrong end..i tink im correct with this..man city were one of the clubs who scored the most goals at home..so ure attacking's fine..but what about ure defence?? i dont see a spine..i see a unbalanced team..im sure pundits would have agree with me..a proper good team has good defence..look at chelsea and liverpool..good defence..what about man city???

Look at real madrid..so much of attacking flair..wud about the defence?? besides ramos..who else is capable? manuel pellegrini=mark hughes..invested at the wrong end..SIGH..everyone's excited to see how mancity and real madrid fit all their summer coups together..balance is vital..well..i guess they believe conceding goals just means we have to score more than that..~.~'...

Well..i hope tevez and C.R fails to shine for their teams..and i quite rightly agree with SAF(alex ferguson) that tevez isnt worth 25 million €..yes he works hard..vry hard..but somehow i saw this lack of finishing and let downs at matches..if you had chat with me about tevez..u know i wasnt convinced at all about him signing for so much money..nvm if u didnt know..i know i did is enough!

Predictions..tevez fails to settle at eastlands and ronaldo is subdued..thats ALL!!

OWEN!! OWEN!! OWEN!! OWEN!! OWEN!!

LELAKI BOLEH

2009-07-24T09:00:00.000-07:00

I came across this sign at some housing area..i looked at it..couldnt figure out the intention of the product being sold..its not written clearly of the purpose..no clue wudsoever..but it definitely sounds so wrong..i know lelaki boleh LOL.. have your thoughts on the pic..

..ivan..

Why rooney is better than RONALDO

2009-07-20T23:11:00.000-07:00

1) Loyalty
Rooney has the loyalty that will win over any club's fans.

2) Leadership
Rooney leads by example. A role model for many including myself

3) Determination
Rooney never fails to keep trying and trying.

4) Fans Favourite
Rooney is already a fan favourite and already has a fan base across the globe.

5) Symbol
Rooney symbolizes Manchester United.

6) Icon
Rooney's a world icon

7) Song
Rooney's song and cheer's sounds better

8) Work rate
Rooney's work rate is second to none.

9) Respect
Rooney's earns the respect of the world.

10) Nationality
Rooney is pure english.

That is what i think. Rooney!! ROONEY !!! Rooney!!

NO title

2009-07-20T20:13:00.000-07:00

The second match..my review..i have to be really critical of MSIA..and the referee..erm..yahyah?? ure still on a high after scoring two goals..that ure greedy when the chances appear a better one for teamate..sigh..well..as predicted..two goals up in no time..macheda and owen with predator's instinct..the thing with msian football is..when one gets the ball..he delays the pass and that cuts off the momentum...growls and jeers and boos can be heard everytime msia gets the ball and dont pass..sigh..wud can we do??? JUST BOO!!!

AND SMOKERS!!! like my friend said..quote her " of all signs there are on the tickets..why didnt they put the non cigarette sign" hehe..true..i think most would agree on the non smoking issue..or set a part of the stadium where its only for smokers..(not the l4d character)..

*some example conversation at the tickets counter*

Counter: yes sir...can i help you
Customer: yea..ten tickets please
Counter:serious?
Customer: -.-
Counter: smoking or non-smoking?
Customer: wow..there are different sections?
Counter: yea..we have to be fair to all customers..some people might be allergic to smokes and we have to take care of the health of all..most importantly children..so yea we seperate the smokers and non..
Customer: yea true..non smoking for me please.
Counter: Okay..*printing*..here u go sir..that would be rm580 sir..
Customer: here you go
Counter: Thank you..enjoy the game..

SEE!! AND LEARN!! this is what it ought to be..YOU(authorities) have to take care the welfare of all audiences..segmenting smokers and non smokers is a MUST THING!! again..its malaysia..said but never accomplished..where wawasan2020?? how is it progressing?? GOD KNOWS!!

sigh..why..of the millions of countries in this world..why am i born in MSIA!!! why is that its ruled by IGNORANTS!!!( might be ISO-ed if they saw this..) its my rights to voice out nway..hak bersuara..apa? tak pernah dengar??? HAK BERSUARA!!!!

THANK GUE!!

LUCK??

2009-07-20T04:03:00.001-07:00

Well..my thoughts on the Man Utd game..i would say it was a fair result..tho i would love to say Msia were lucky to score two goals..but luck is needed i football..right?? Still..Msia had improved alot since the 6-0 drubbing back then..but then again..its Man Utd..even not firing at all cylinders..they are still a force to reckon..how long did they took to score against Msia...well..Had rooney and owen not misssed their chances in the second half..the game could have been over by then..But then Msia got a lifeline through YahYah..a sweet left foot volley over Van Der Sar gave the Msian team something to believe..

WEll..thats football afterall..its 11 against 11..and if every member work hard and as a team..there is no one you cant beat..hehe..

Im watching the second game in moments..so CIAOZ..so view the pictures i took..go to my facebook account..

Devilisation

2009-07-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

MAN UTD's AWESOME!!!

Prediction: Man Utd 4- Msia 0

Devils, Driving and Girls

2009-07-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

Man Utd's match coming..its the first time im watching them playing live..as in close action..WOAH! Somehow i just dont believe my luck. I thought i would never get to see them live in action..but miracles do happen.

Just a few years back..i always wonder how it feels to drive..well now that i have tasted it for a year..i felt..oh its driving again..lol..it felt normal..its a everyday thing..and i dont get bore of it..HEHE..

And i always think that girls are at best without makeups..the real beautifull girls are those without makeups..im not saying they look ugly with makeups..to me makeups are for covering..hehe..mind me girls..but the truth hurts..there are a few i know who looks real good without makeup..hehe..u will never know who..to me..over makeups means girls have a big crater to cover..lol..NO OFFENCE GIRLS READERS..and its just my opinion..lol..we are differrent people anyway..hehe..and..girls do love makeups..thats a fact no girl can deny..all im just saying..i dont mind makeups..just makeup along with the occasion..hehe..and girls are still girls..beauty is their no.1 priority..lol..

bye,ivan

the Special date

2009-07-11T09:46:00.000-07:00

Its April 21st. Only two human will know this date. The meaning and the after-effect of this date. Only two humans know what happened after April 21st. The date represented the start of something. But it also led to certain sad moments after that. However i didnt regret a bit that April 21st occured. Probably its one chapter of my life i wont forget. I know its too early to say this. What followed up was beautifull, romantic, joyfull and memorable. I dont think i will ever forget this date. Its 6 days after my birthday anyway. LOL

Total Let Down

2009-07-09T07:45:00.000-07:00

Malaysia is a good country to live in unless you can bare with the goverments..the latest issue..Changing Maths and Science into the native BM..OMG..can you believe it?? It was supposeed to lead Malaysia to better future..well..i think its gone..can someone tell me how is changing those two subjects to BM is going to help??

The GOV claims that there is a drop in percentage in the results of Maths and Science..Be realistic..its a long term project and how does judging the results in the early stages's going to help?? Never judge its book by a cover..Its only been implemented less than 10 years..You gotta look at the whole nation..its a nationwide project ( if u still dont get it, Its the whole Msia)..developments in this country takes a million lightyears( so to speak of ) to complete..its not called long term project for nothing..the GOV doesnt seem to understand the word long..long maksudnya panjang..jangka masa yang panjang..

The teachers arent well trained also..i think it makes perfect senses to educate the teachers about teaching the subjects in english first and then implement it after that..its like me having a Wimbledon Final with Roger Federer..i will be helpless and the odds are clear..same goes to the teachers..how about another example..me having to challenge lebron james for rebounds..wth right..how come i as a young student can think so appropriately and not them?? how is it possible..GOSH!

TOTALLY GUTTED!

NOT FUTURISTIC! NOT AMBITIOUS! NOT DETERMINED! ITS MSIA!!

COOL! totally awesome!

BOO

2009-07-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

Transformer: Dendam the Fallen. LOL. Transformer certainly rocks. The movie's so nice i would watch it a couple of times even if it means spending more on it. The robots were cool. The cars were awesome. MEGAN FOX was awesomely hot. Especially when she was in the white blouse. COOL.

To the autobots(human) outhere: I urge those to watch it if u havent and those who watched it already, do watch again. LOL. Find me. I want to watch too. LOL

Well the past week's been fun. And i figured out a company where it could fit my friends and i. Here's the plan.

CEO/FOUNDER : IvaN HoW

Company : Dig In Healthy( DIH )

Food Nutrition Officer : Joanne Lee

Marketing Manager : Boon Han

Accountants : Nicholas and Nian Ci

Food engineering : Gregory Yu

Spokesman : Charle Yang

Law advisor : Teik Chi

Personal Consultant : Yu Jin

Human Resource : Edwinson Tin

Awesome right..i'll probably recruit more people. LOL

Clueless

2009-06-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

Its been a sick few days..i had flu on friday...then during football..i thought its gone..then it returned..and it got worse as days progressed..thoughts of having H*N1 start to occur..but there was no signs of fever..i consulted a doctor..he said it was a normal flu and cough..PHEW!! imagine if i had the virus..so many people and places would have been quarantine..

1) UCSI
2) my fellow friends at ucsi
3) fellow futsal buddies
4) midvalley
5) my family members

whoa..so many people involved..perhaps the mv ting was a bit over...hehe..

Well it got better after monday(ytd)..perhaps i lack rest..but somehow i was fine when i had pool on monday..thats weird!! perhaps its the pool..the cue's and the cue balls..lol..

well..finally tmr im watching transformer..hopefully i can get tickets..if not i would be devastated..hmm..fingerscrossed..

Thats all for now..my comments on transformer would be blogged if i get the chance to watch it..oh well..pray hard!!

RIP

2009-06-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

Well..MJ's gone..its not mary jane..its michael jackson..the king of pop..oh well..its proven..life's so short actually..shorter than you think it is..well MJ did leave a legacy..who else dances with white socks..who else does moon walks..nobody but MJ..He left in honour..albeit the charges he faced..the child thing..no one is perfect afterall..

So peeps..life's short..make full use of it..no one knows whats up next..any moment could be your last alive..dont tink tink and tink..just do do do..sometimes randomness can leads to marvels..sometimes its the opposite tho..do what you want..not the bad stuffs..the good ones..

WE LIVE TO DEFY THE ODDS!

2009-06-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

We were both young then i first saw you,

I close my eyes,

And the flashbacks started,

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air.

See the lights,

See the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd,

And say hello, little did i know.

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles,

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet,

And i was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and i said

Romeo take me somewhere we could be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the Prince and i'll be the Princess

......

.....

...

......

....

He pulled out a ring and knelt to the ground

And said Marry me Juliet

You'll never have to be alone

I love you and thats all i really know..

Well..dont wonder why i wrote this..i dont know if any of you notice this..but imagine this song above..originally sang to a guy from a girl..but what if taylor swift was a guy and it was sung to a guy..GOSH..dont even imagine it.."pulled out a ring and knelt to ground" ??? Seriously ?? i cant imagine..lol..

Readers..get the whole lyrics and listen to the song and think of the gay thing..it will have more effect! TRY IT!

Arrivals

2009-06-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

Ronaldo-Impending departure

Tevez-Impending departure

Well..those two unloyal brats are leaving..im looking at their replacements..

1) Benzema
Would be a perfect signing in cover for Tevez. 32 million for him will worth more than Tevez.
Benzema's a proven goalscorer. Definitely would want him to join Man Utd.

2) Ribery
Not a bad signing. However, the price tag slapped on him by Bayern Munchen is ridiculous.
Should be a hit at OT!

3) Valencia
Fast and tricky winger. Impressed during the 2006 world.
I saw him playing for ecuador and wondered how no english club has got him. Wigan did.
Man Utd should.

SHake-Ivan-Speare

2009-06-23T07:50:00.000-07:00

We Live To Defy The Odds

PARALYMPIC..we have a champion!

2009-06-15T06:49:00.000-07:00

Ronal-GO

2009-06-13T02:28:00.000-07:00

Yeap..Go ronaldo..GO!! Yearning your move to real madrid like a useless brat..F**K off dude!!Go to the sacred BERNABEU..Be one of the Galacticos..So much for " I will stay at Manchester United..it felt like home" HOME??? more like a touch N go home..no sign of gratitudeness..so what if you had already win all you can win..Look at likes of ryan giggs, lampard, gerrard and rooney..they all are loyal and PROFESSIONALS..i mean REAL PROFESSIONALS..unlike you..some immature selfish brat from LISBON..WHY immature?? You're so arrogant..recall..shaking ur head after being subsituted..having a go at FERGIE's tactics at rome..WHAT THE HECK!! So much for " he's (ferguson) like my second father..

Will we miss you?? Certainly not..actually im glad you're off..ever since the world cup bust up wif rooney..i wanted you to leave..i foreseen one day you will betray united..and did it come true..SO LEAVE! United has never been a one man squad..UNITED IS UNITED!! A TEAM!! Well..great things leaves for bigger opportunity..well..guess wud..u just made into my list of PEOPLE I SEE I WILL SLAP! unfortunately..Benitez has the first spot..dont worry..the 2nd's ure's..and you also can have the following..I bet some United fans also had enough of ure attitude..cocky arrogant idiot lisbon brat..

Bon Voyage RONALDO!! May you not ever return to UNITED for i will have a " PEOPLE I SEE I WILL SLAP TWICE" list..lol..and may you suck in the madrid white jersey..KAKA will shine not you..

Old Friend Returns

2009-06-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

No its not some homosapiens..its the emo nights..i certainly gets emo very quickly..blink of an eye..my mood changes..and here it goes again..EMO!

I think life's too short..so its wise to live life to the fullest..everyday is a challenge..or tomorrow could be you're last day alive..who knows?? only HE above.. and HE above gives us no hints of tomorrow's agenda..so tomorrow's always a mystery..well..certainly i learned that i better tell things i want to before its too late..i've been through and felt it..and i certainly learned from it..to me..if you love someone..tell them..let them know it..had you not done it..regrets will haunt you..believe me..it will..

CIAOZ!

So much for the rules

2009-06-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

Yeap..so much for the msian rules..rules are there to be broken..rules are everywhere..well..rules are just plainly rules if there is not enforcement..i can just say.."Hey peeps, new rules for this area, nobody but me can own two cars"..but who would give a damM if it were to be just orally said..it has to be enforced tho..but not all rules can be enforced.. the pic below shows one cant do anything..but to allow this to happen..yellow is the royalty colour..so its the royalty box??? HAHAHA...yea lame..TQ

Its a NONO on the ROAD! ESPECIALLY THE coloured BOX!

PS: I wil be leaving for bangkok soon..thursday..so there wont be updates..well..its not anyone gives a damm pun..just fyi la..lol..hope i dont transmit the influenza A..

CIAOZ!

Baskin Robins

2009-05-31T02:39:00.000-07:00

Yea its the 31st..which leads to Baskin Robins 31% discount on all ice-creams..lol..i was supposed to be the kiasu buyer and be Baskin Robins's first customer..but turned out to be i was one of the people queing up for ice-cream..sigh..

Football ended..but guessed wud..i have some other entertainment..watching HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER..no..im not planning to meet your mother..lol..its really funny..BARNEY's my favourite..not that im gay or wud..but his randomness is totally amazing..lol..not that i want to be like him..lol..

I shall let the one picture tell the story..you look at the pic and make up ure own story while i make up mine..lol..duno what im typing pun..out of sort!!

btw..this is the queue for BASKIN ROBINS..not sasa

BYE!

Seconds from disaster

2009-05-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

Woah..like the national geographic program..seconds from disaster..lol..well not a real big disaster actually..erm..yesterday morning..while on the way to college..while i wanted to go straight..this van came from left and wanted to turn right..and BANG!! Tink i could hear the sound of the car part ripping off its body..sigh..park aside..went down and see..OMG!! MY CAR!! the beautifull cAR!! (im not going to brag on the compensation part) well..what happened, happened..cant do anything..though i was partly moody the whole day..didnt recall i smiled much or laugh much..no mood for food either and i only had two meals yesterday..my car's in the workshop now..repairing and will be able to get it by SATURDAY!

I shall let the pics do the talking..

Before that..i would like to congratulate barcelona..they deserve to win..i was impressed how well they played..first time since a long time that i seen manutd got bullied and outplayed..BRAVO BARCELONA! but im still a red devil for life!! hehe..

BEFORE COLLISION ( cool eh )

AFTER COLLISION ( not so cool )

MATA BENGKAK KUT!

WEll..thats how bad it is..perodua aint so power-dua afterall..lol..im crapping already..sign of lack of O2..lol..angel demons meh?

BYE BYE! Hope my car looks the same after repair!! SIGH!

Coming soon

2009-05-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

No its the scary thai show "coming soon"..its about my post..they are coming soon..i have to tell about my car..have to blog about that..hmm..

Btw..i watch ANGEL & DEMONS..not bad..very slow movie..guessed its like DA VINCI CODE..tho i didnt watch it..but same producer wud..lol..liked all the secrets and the unlocks..cool..smtg like national treasure..but this is more like christian treasure..lol..anything la..

ITS COMING SOON PEEPS!

JUST SHHH!

2009-05-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

WEll..the BPL is wrapped up..and for once in a year..rafa benitez has got nothing to say or do about it..JUST SHHH rafa! And btw..there were rumours that teams were going to sue UNITED for fielding a weakeand team..but how weak is weakeand? The lads proved it on sunday..DARREN GIBSON magnificient hit from 30 or 40 yards almost rip off the net..so JUST SHHH you relegated teams!

And the CL final is 72 hours away..cant wait for that..because the season's ended(BPL) so i guess..there wont be football to watch anymore for 2 months..OMG! Talking about it..probably its all set up for RYAN GIGGS..as in he deputises for darren Fletcher..who knows..he might end up being the MOM( MAN OF THE MATCH) like he did against chelsea..completely bullied ballack and lampard albeit his age..

BTW..i found TOMS STICKERS shop in pandan perdana..its paradise for car lovers..car body modifiers..tink i'll join the membership..cz you get 25% off of each purchase..NOT BAD!! It shall be my new place to hang out..looking forward to add more stickers to my current car..

JUST SHHH! byE!

10.27pm

2009-05-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

Love is not a feeling, its an ability.

Dan In Real Life.

By the way. Dan In Real Life is a really nice movie. Its an old movie though. About a guy meeting a woman he likes who he later found out that its his brother's new girlfriend. Well, they both loved each other. Try watching it. Its nice. lol.

And im looking forward to watch Night at The Museum 2 and Sell Out( Lotsa good reviews) and Terminator Salvation( Looks cool). I want to watch any of these 3 this week..anyone??

Its Back

2009-05-23T10:41:00.000-07:00

Well, the emo night is back on again. Sigh. I dont know what to say? I mean, how long can i wait for? I try to trick myself saying each day is a step closer. Yea, its true. But does anyone know how much misery im going through? Knowing the one i love is with another guy. Its good they are trying to get back together. But at the same time. Each step ahead for them is like the knife piercing an inch deeper into my heart. I know i cant be self-centered. I would like to give up. But i know i cant and i wont. Im more determined then ever. I know ppl like her dont come very often. The one who fills my ask so perfectly. I cant see anyone better than her. Why is God so cruel? Each time i thought ' this is the time..finally' and then a bomb drops infront of me. POOM! Its all gone..FALSE HOPE!

I've never felt so much heartbroken..NEVER! But i will stay strong and continue to trick myself that each day is a step closer..

I look at other girls outhere, i said to myself..wow..im lucky i got to know her..

If you happen to read this..dont worry..its one of those nights again..

I love you, MAN

2009-05-21T05:49:00.000-07:00

No..i dont love any man..its a movie titled I Love You Man..about a couple getting married..and the wife has all her bridemaids whereas the husband hasnt got any best man..because as said in the movie he's one who focus all to his girlfriend and neglects his male friends..lol..nvm if you dont understand..im actually confused by the movie..because peter (the main character) actually meets random guys just to find a best friend who will be the best man at the wedding..lol..it does looks gay and certainlly he met gays..one of them actually kissed him in the lips and went into the tongue and all..eww..thats what u probably will agree..lol..nway..for those who hadnt watch it..better do so..its real funny..i would say more than pink panther 2..besides its also educational in the sense of love..lol..

Guys hugging is normal but infront of the fountain?? OMG

Watch it! I recommended..lol..

Bon Voyage!

What ELSE??

2009-05-20T08:10:00.000-07:00

Well, i know its not appropriate to say this..but i feel hanging out with friends feels more like home..why?? Having facing enough daily stress..if there are any..i return home..i have to see "dark" faces..like they are ready to explode anytime..and taking out all on me and the rest..well it happens sometimes..sometimes its like the best place..sometimes i feel like getting out..how come?? I thought home is where u feel belonged and appreciated and its where u can share things you cant?? Or am i wrong or too naive??

I feel lucky to have the things and love i have..despite that..somehow i dont feel happy..and i've always detest being wrongly accused..i hate it..for eg..you called..i didnt answer..doesnt mean i left my phone in silent mode..sometimes i just cant hear it..what you want me to do?? Carry the phone in my palms while walking all time?? Or hang it around my neck to attract robbers?? WHAT ELSE i can do??

You see..im frustrated with life sometimes..feeling like leaving everything and starting a new life with loved one..but there are certain things..you feel like letting go..but you cant..because you know its just the anger that is misleading at the moment..but sometimes you wished you done it..life's a dillemma..BIG ONE..all i can do is just swallow it with bitterness..because i know..being able to do that helps alot..especially when dealing with loved ones..life had been a challenge since the day you were born..

By the way..i also hates when one wants to complain about me..but instead of talking to me..the complains were diverted to someone else..please..i dont mind being confronted..as long as it doesnt trouble other people..especially the one's i love..i dont think others deserved to listen to the complaints due to my wrongdoing..all my life to date..i've always tried to avoid being a problem to others..i wouldnt feel good..

Well..what i cant say..i type..its another way of expressing instead of storing all inside..

bye!

Eng-da-lish

2009-05-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

New words i learned today..from a lecturer..they arent lecturer for nothing..lol..these are the words. The words in brackets are the correct words.

1. Dictionally ( Dictionary )
2. Povide (Provide )
3. First of falls ( First of all )
4. Goodwell ( Goodwill )
5. Vely ( Very )
6. Confue ( Confuse )
7. Your Guys ( You Guys )
8. Point number third ( Point number three )

Its funny to hear all these words..but lets be fair..people do have difficulties in their own manner..probably they cant pronounce it correctly..but they might have skills i dont have..lol..BTW try to include some of the words above in daily lives..it shall be funny..

I think im improving in badminton..learned how to jump smash..not an easy skill..timing must be accurate..lol..still learning..

Hmm..wud else?? Thats all i guess..

CIAOZ!!

Ivan How

Addiction

2009-05-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

My recent addiction

1. Pool
2. ABC

So if you want to treat me..sure no problem..choose between option 1 and 2..or you want both also can..lol..how bout having abc and playing pool at the same time??? where la to find that??

BON VOYAGE!

Give YOU( Liverpool) HELL

2009-05-16T08:32:00.000-07:00

ITS done and dusted..wonder what benitez have to say after this..18th title..level with liverpool who hasnt touched it since when?? ages..it would be icing on the cake had benitez was infront of me..i would say..whose having the last laugh??? whose scared of whom??? whose won trophy and who's not??? i would imagine that..lol..well.. MAN UTD deservedly win the bpl.. dont have to brag much actually..if ure a devil u will know how it feels..hahahaha..

CHEERS!!!

LIVERPOOL, THERE's ALWAYS NEXT SEASON!!!
(like u always say)

RIO: YEAH!! 18TH

SAF: I want more!!

Freaky days of life

2009-05-15T08:15:00.000-07:00

Freaky days of life..sounds like some song title..well..it has to be the title of days i experienced recently..funny incidents occured..embarrassing moments in public..the nearly's and what could have been..the -.-'s incidents..the OMG's incidents..

Lets start with funny incident..it was raining heavily the past wednesday( if im not mistaken)..just finished badminton..wanted to get on to my car nearby..but raining cats and dogs..metaphorically speaking incase u didnt get it..it meant raining heavilly..lol..walk towards the pathway between block b and c in ucsi (u will know if ure studying there or seen it) i watched the rain poured heavilly..then return back to where i was..the rain frightened me..wth..it was so heavy..then later i decided i have to go get my car..pumped up d..whoa..walk towards the covered pathway..and decided to run..run i did..but guess wud happened?? the worst thing..one of my slippers came off..i have to run back and fetch my slippers..and was all wet..so in the end..didnt went to my car..sigh..embarrasing but funny..nick was laughing till his face turned red!..wth..

The other funny incident was when we decided to go to A&W at giant..as i approach the palang ting..where u get the ticket..i drove la..as i reach there..the palang buka..so i thought maybe its free..just masuk la..as i wanted to go in..the palang nearly hit my car as it wanted to come down..obviously it was up before this..lol..but i went in without ticket..AMAZING!! then edwinson went to fetch the ticket..press the button and collect the ticket..some new ways of getting the parking ticket..learn it peeps!!

The nearly's and what could have been- in giant it is..i was trying to park my car..reverse parking..cz looks cool..lol..and reverse it is..i nearly hit the wall behind..like so close to it..probably 10cm away..so close..had i knocked the wall..i would be so angry with myself and will be emo..its my dearest car for god sake!!

The -.- incident was at UCSI block c, level 1, the gents..if its under repair..just put some tapes there ka..or some notice la..or some proper barrier..see below to get the picture!

(why use tables..so CHEAP! well thats ucsi)

Well..the OMG incident was at A&W..this fat guy came..wearing a singlet..omg..not that i racist or wud..but ure so fat..that his belly is covering his pants zip top! wth..if u see the below pic carefully..u will know why its OMG and not omg..its a bit blur la..if u see carefull..there is some skin colour in the circled area..thats his T***Y..

chinese ppl call-(lau chap) get it??

Thats all i guess..and sorry if my words are confusing and my post's are long..lol..

I pledge

2009-05-11T08:12:00.000-07:00

I pledge to

1. do well in degree
2. more sports
3. cut down on movies
4. save money
5. nerd more in library
6. add more ting to my car
7. dreams will come true
8. stay fitter than ever
9. know more pals
10. erm..wish 1 to 9 will come true

haha..thats todays post..done..
hehe..bye bye..take care

Break

2009-05-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

For once..i did not post anything for few days..but never mind..im back..so i'll round up what occured..

Erm..Friday i went to mv..pay some bills and have ABC there..then went home..ohya..before that..played pool with nick the nicholas, edwinson the neighbourhood's ji mui and the floor sitting joanne..lol..kinda addicted to pool lately..probably cz long time didnt play..hehe..

Its Sat..went to 1U wit family..mum went shopping..and i just lepaked around..bought JAVA CHIP..not bad..love the tiny chocs running through..but expensive la..once a while ok la..hehe..evening went for futsal..5 goals...wohoo..good form on going..any ground but still score..HEHE..

Sunday it is..means as in today..went for football..got referee lagi..macam betul..lol..didnt really get hold of the game..kasut hungry d..time to change gua..didnt play well..and didnt really touch the ball..played with some malay team..we were outplayed..i wont tell u the score..lol..

THATS IT..rounded up 3 days of events..hehe..as in now..planning to watch arsenal vs chelsea..and MAN UTD won BTW..so scoucers..take note..!!!

BYE..NAVI(IVAN)

Emo

2009-05-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

HOW?????????

how is it that life's unfair??
how is it that god never bless me with love luck??
how is it that its always so close yet so far??
how is it that passion and love never wins??

I guess all this while, im being too kind of a guy..i help friends in need..spending time talking to them..listen to their problems..advicing them..i know im good at consultation..but

how is it that i cant console myself??
how is it that i cant be optimistic??
how is it that i can release sorrowness??

What i have?? My pet and emo songs for company..where are the people i need?? Either they dont bother or just ignore..or there is no one i can count on outhere??

Well..its just one of the emo nights in my life..i shall wake up and feel better the next day

14 DAYS

2009-05-05T23:03:00.000-07:00

No one will ever feel what i felt during the 14 days of holidays..i enjoyed what i did..i enjoyed what i had..i enjoyed everything..THE only irony is it only lasted 14 days..LIKE pkm..14 days also..i look forward to each day like there's no other day..i wanted college to start soon(some reasons)..i wanna communicate all time..i wana hang out all time..

As in now..college resumed..daily routines back..i realised..how i wish i could rewind..i seek the 14 days for comfort..wished how the 14 days never went by..i was looking through my messages just now..the one's i had it during the 14 days..i smiled reading it..i enjoyed everybit of the 14 days..as if i were to leave the world for good..touchwood! Ive never felt so assured in life..never felt so lucky in life..and all the good times i had were in the 14 days..It left a mark on me..a deep mark..a permanent tatoo..no pain but full with joy..I THANKED GOD for the 14 days..it was amazing..it felt like living in paradise for once in my life..so beautifull..no one will ever feel what i felt..and i thank the someone who gave me my best 14 days..

THANKS "SOMEONE"

Silence

2009-05-05T22:37:00.000-07:00

It was emirates..started the match with all home fans waving this red-white thing..so passionate..WOW!! the passionate fans wasnt so passionate afterall..red-white flags seem to heavy to be lifted after Park J.S scored in 8 minutes..few moments later..salt was rubbed to the wounded gunner..Ronaldo's 40 yard freekick flew past the lazy like Almunia..IT WAS OVER..what OVER?? THE TIE..at that point..arsenal have to score 4 to win the tie..and against the steady backline of MANUTD..was it going to come true?? Realistically not i supposed..gunner's fans were sent back down to their seat..watching their team being bullied and outplayed..when the third goal went in, courtesy of a brilliant back to front counter attack..arsenal fans couldnt take it anymore..they left as if the stadium's got a bomb..soon..the once full packed stadium suddenly looked like a friendly for the reserves..how embarrasing..at least stay the full 90 mins..as wenger did..tho its his job..lol..gunners! lesson learnt yea?? fabregas! not so fabolous afterall..just some gas around..Almunia! pls dont apply for english citizenship..the manner you let in ronaldo's free kick suggested playing for england isnt a good idea..lol..and lastly..wenger! its simple..get experiences and better qualities in there..or else trophy drought will continue..

PTN: sry arsenal fans..i might sound mean..but im telling the truth..truth hurts..

QUOTES

2009-05-05T02:07:00.001-07:00

(True friends are like stars..not always visible but you know they are there for you)

(Friends come and go, but true friends leaves footprints)

(True friends are siblings GOD forgot to give us)

(GOD determines who walks into your life, it is you that decides who to let go)

(Always expect the unexpectable)

by, Ivan How

(Please take note. FYI- i didnt came up with all..probably the last one..so im not claiming its all by me)

What (i did and will be doing later)

2009-05-05T00:36:00.000-07:00

(I did)

1. Went for Breakfast at BB(dim sum)

2. Went to school to check the course selection thing

3. Read a notice that states "Foundation to Degree Course Selection date will be on the 7th till 14th May"

4.Went to KL to meet up with dad( tailor a pants)

5. Went to Hush Puppies to check out Leather shoe (didnt like)

(Will be doing later)

1. Football at 5.30

2. Dinner

3. Shuttle siblings to tuition

4. ONLINE

5. Watch Arsenal vs Manutd (midnight)

Well..at least im updating..progressing well..NAMO AMITOBHA (duno the spelling la)

CIAOZ!

Xmen

2009-05-04T05:51:00.000-07:00

X-Men

(The Origin)

Cool..wolverine's origin..to me it was quite good..dont know about others who watched it..erm..it showed how he got his metal claws..how he didnt remember the past of his..

Those who hadnt watch it..you must do..its cool..

im running out of words,
bye!

Well

2009-05-03T08:44:00.000-07:00

Well..i went for football today..not futsal..first time in two years..gosh i miss the field and all..scored two goals on return..because im always on the attack..seldom defend thou..one of my weakness..

Futsal has helped me alot..as in..im more calm when in possesion..the one thing i hate most whether its football or futsal is my specs..i cant see without it..can see la..but vry blur..contact lens i cant use..because eye too dry..sigh..PROBLEMO!!!

Wud else..degree's next..man i gotta work hard..and i mean it..wish me luck then..

BYE!

3rd Debut

2009-05-03T00:04:00.000-07:00

Well, its my third blog in two years. never seem to hold a blog for long. probably its because of my laziness. which i do admit i am sometimes. just hoping this wont be the third casualty.

poker? dont really know the rules or the game itself. just have it coz it looks cool.

suddenly i felt the urge to have a blog again. and when i have it, i ignore it. then to the thrash it is. done and dusted.

:=). hope this wont be the only post.